One is more than enough.
Thursday, February 10, 2011 // 6:21 PM
Many things happened this few days.
I know you have enough of me and my nonsense. Okay, i'm really sorry for being such a lousy friend.
But that day I really wasn't angry with you. I'm just upset & that's why i asked you to off the light when you on it. Then you got angry because you thought all of us were blaming you for making me cry.
But that's not the truth. I cried because of him. It has totally nothing to do with you.
You told people not to make assumptions, but you're the one who always does so.
Actually, you're a good friend. I'm serious. You're kind, generous and all that.
But one thing with you that I don't like is that you get angry too easily.
Like for no reason. You can go ahead telling people all the bad things about me, I don't mind.
Because it's your mouth, and I can't do anything. But if you want to say, I would really appreciate it if you say it right in front of my face. So that I can change! If not I will never know what's the problem with me.
I use to try so hard everyday not to make you feel left out and angry. But I always fail to do so.
It seems like no matter how hard I try, you will still feel left out. There's really no more resolution.
I'm tired of always trying to make you happy, yet you don't appreciate it.
Now all I hope is we can still be friends. Normal friends will do. Friends that still talk to each other, but not really close. But at least talk. & Not like now, when you hate me so much.
You asked, do you think they really treat you as friend? Just want to tell you something. So what if many people hates me? Why would I bother? If they hate me, then so be it. My conscious is clear. Nothing to be afraid of.
I do not need THEM to treat me as friend. I just need one will do. What for having so much fake friends? I would rather just have one friend who is true. From all these things that have happened, I've found out who are the true friends & who are not. So yeah, this is my answer to your qns.
♥Jacintha